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My friends call me Angie. My other friends call me Cute(maybe because I'm petite, pero hindi talaga ako cute). Im friendly, talkative and silent type(extreme daw), loving(talaga lang), sentimental(at times), always feeling-happy, makulit(sobra) and I love cats and numbers!(but they do hate me) If u have nothing to do, I can bear with you-we can talk from dusk till dusk anything under the sun. Kung diin ka masaya, te suportahan ta ka!  yet it lasts an eternity It has the power to crush someone so deeply while at the same time they know there’s no one else in the world they’d rather be with True love will knock down the walls of difficulty to be with that special one It will take your hand and fly over the world into a place where there’s no pain, no tears True love will withstand the test of time, forever waiting until its love is returned It never fails, never dies, never lets go of the one they love Mga Pasaway anepotz ganda ava babykiesha cranb3rry fickleminded gyll ian jenalyn joanskie jojiebed kiana labiduds[brain_biter] maggie meann nasankana nerbyos no_angel noringai pamie plue purpleprue resty sam saxifrage[yeye] seminarista sweetie winterglaze xeean zee rocks zoan Mga Tukso ng Buhay Peyups Pinoyexchange Photobucket Joke of the day Lyrics ko 'to Comedy.com Friendster Inq7.net On-line dictionary sA DaKO pA rOoN 1/31/04 Looking Back 2/17/04 Life can't be Perfect 3/20/04 A Friend In You 3/29/04 Island Adventure-Part I 4/22/04 Putting Passion into... 5/20/04 Computer.... 5/25/04 Si Budak 5/26/04 Am I that Ironic? 6/03/04 For you Bro! 6/10/04 Got A New Book! 6/10/04 Is that E? 6/22/04 For Ripley’s Record... Metrohan ng Bisita mula July 1,2004!  
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Island Adventure-Part I ------------------------------------
Day 1-March 27, 2004(Saturday) ------------------------------------ We left at exactly 9:30 am to go to Jaro Plaza to ride an L3 going to Estancia. I was so excited then. This is it, i planned for a vacation long time ago, even years ago, to this island they have always spoken about. Alas, and now im going there. I filed my leave days ago and the thought of going on a two-day vacation is as enduring as ever. The four-corner office is perhaps more suffocating now. I need to take a break, need to relax and need to think of the latest happenings of my life. Another puzzling emotion kept on haunting me, and i want to unload it. I hope i could! We reached the Estancia port at around 12 noon. The sun is so hot. How i wish i could dive easily to the blue and tempting water i can see from far away. So cool, so refreshing. I want to get drowned the emotions i've been keeping inside me -- the emotions i couldnt explain that keep on banging on my head. I need an answer. I wish, i really wish i can find an outlet for it. Juna's family pumpboat is waiting for us there and we need to hurry up to get to the island. Its not just an island, its their home. I met her parents, they're cool. It was a 30-minute ride from the port to the island. This was my first time riding the pumpboat and since we cannot get directly to the shore, we get off and ride another small boat. I was so afraid yet so excited. The water down there is sprinkling my body. I could feel the tempting ocean with my hands. And we reached their home.It was a nice place. So peaceful and relieving. Around 6:00 pm, i couldnt take it. I really feel the urge to go into the ocean and feel the cold water washed away the itchy feelings in my body. And it's indeed great! We just realized we were there for how many hours already. We feel, we need to get off now and there's still tomorrow for another swimming session (though i dont know how to swim). We ate our dinner and at around 10 pm, we get to bed. Take note, there is no electricity there. The disgusting sound of the generator serves as their savior at dark nights. It is their source of light. At around past 10 pm, I already feel the need to rest my tired mind and body. ----------------------------------- Day 2-March 28, 2004(Sunday) ----------------------------------- Even before I get off from bed, the very first thing i do is to read the text messages he sent me in the morning. At around 7:30 am, we went again to the inviting blue ocean we can see from above. So nice to feel the relaxing kiss of the small waves into my body. But those couldnt take away the single thing that keeps on playing in my mind. But i have no choice, i need to enjoy this moment. This seldom happens to me and i want to grab the chance. In the afternoon, I just enjoyed watching the fisherfolks going back and forth from the big pumpboat into the shore to get something they need for the days work. They dont feel tired at all. All they have in mind is to have a bountiful catch and get a reward for it. They are just so hardworking. They are almost the same in their goals not minding that the color of their skin is also similar. The everyday kiss of the sun makes them black. Very seldom could I see a single male who has a fairer skin. And they arent conscious at all. All they need is to work hard and hardwork is their source of living in that bountiful ocean. He still keeps on texting me. Just knowing every bit of my condition. I was so pampered by his sweet and tempting words. It shatters me to think that somebody like him is thinking of me. I can't get him off my mind, at the moment, only at the moment. I know im not falling into the "pitfall" again. I am not or am i just denying the feeling? I dont know yet. I was so lonely then. I couldnt sleep right away. The messages from my vibrating cellphone keep me awake. How could i sleep, i cant find means. ----------------------------------- Day 3-March 29, 2004(Monday) ----------------------------------- This would be my last glimpse of the island. I again look around the place, take shots of the nice view and get my feet wet of the shallow sea. It was past 7 am, and we need to leave the place. I dont want to think that I'll be reporting for work the very same day. Maybe in the afternoon. We left Estancia by L3 at 8 am. I still cant get that something off my mind. I want to leave my insanity in the place but i can't. Its a long travel, almost 4 hours. The travel is so nice that i can think of so many things. I was so shocked that somebody like him misunderstood what i meant of those words. I was just carried away by the overflowing emotions and I want to give back what he deserves. I meant every word i said but not to be misunderstood by the way he wants it to be. I know i meant it, and I owe him. He was so serious about it and now Im confused. I cant decide for myself. My Goodness! Am I in trouble? I hope not. It was just a short journey to the island. The place where i found peace, love, joy and a little sorrow. How could i forget the place where i confront my hidden fears and where discovery of my feelings started. At least I became brave (to face the "pitfall") even once in my life. However the journey to another step of the ladder is yet to start! And Im looking forward for another great adventure of my life......!!! Quotable Quote of the day ====================================================== Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more. -- Erica Jong ======================================================== Posted at 5:09 am by harbinger
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