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My friends call me Angie. My other friends call me Cute(maybe because I'm petite, pero hindi talaga ako cute). Im friendly, talkative and silent type(extreme daw), loving(talaga lang), sentimental(at times), always feeling-happy, makulit(sobra) and I love cats and numbers!(but they do hate me) If u have nothing to do, I can bear with you-we can talk from dusk till dusk anything under the sun. Kung diin ka masaya, te suportahan ta ka!  yet it lasts an eternity It has the power to crush someone so deeply while at the same time they know there’s no one else in the world they’d rather be with True love will knock down the walls of difficulty to be with that special one It will take your hand and fly over the world into a place where there’s no pain, no tears True love will withstand the test of time, forever waiting until its love is returned It never fails, never dies, never lets go of the one they love Mga Pasaway anepotz ganda ava babykiesha cranb3rry fickleminded gyll ian jenalyn joanskie jojiebed kiana labiduds[brain_biter] maggie meann nasankana nerbyos no_angel noringai pamie plue purpleprue resty sam saxifrage[yeye] seminarista sweetie winterglaze xeean zee rocks zoan Mga Tukso ng Buhay Peyups Pinoyexchange Photobucket Joke of the day Lyrics ko 'to Comedy.com Friendster Inq7.net On-line dictionary sA DaKO pA rOoN 1/31/04 Looking Back 2/17/04 Life can't be Perfect 3/20/04 A Friend In You 3/29/04 Island Adventure-Part I 4/22/04 Putting Passion into... 5/20/04 Computer.... 5/25/04 Si Budak 5/26/04 Am I that Ironic? 6/03/04 For you Bro! 6/10/04 Got A New Book! 6/10/04 Is that E? 6/22/04 For Ripley’s Record... Metrohan ng Bisita mula July 1,2004!  
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For Ripley’s Record: The Most Fooled Person of This Time! Inhale, exhale, my body is now beginning to relax.
It’s almost 12 midnight, I should be taking a capsule already. Ok… a capsule of thought…. right then. Bothered….bothered…bothered…… Can I call you Miss X here? Maybe?! Ok, how about a slap on your face? Thanks! For a moment, only for a moment of five years you had lived your life in the promise of a beautiful man who will bring you joy and love. You danced in the symphony of a song entitled Making fool of me. If I could compose a song for you, I would only have two words for that, a damned FOOL repeated a hundred times just for you. I’m not in the nature of tolerating something I myself am not convinced of. Yet, your grasp of your belief is so strong. I was tempted to believe in what you offer to me--the belief that one man will conquer the world just to offer you true love and happiness. Hence, I didn’t think you’re a damned fool for that; instead I started to convince myself that your happiness is the ultimate answer. You continued to be numb. I continued to watch you being like one. I hesitated to believe you’re becoming a fool, believing in something so unthinkable to happen, so undeniably unreachable. But you didn’t think twice. You still continued to be numb. And I still continued to watch you being like one. You opened your arms freely to the idea of a perfect love. You looked vividly in the picture of a happy ending fairy tale. You floated in your imagination. You made lost in the clouds of your hope. A hope that someday love will bring you together in each other’s arms. That man’s words were like a poison into your mind. Like a spell that conquered your being. Your fate for him was so strong. I know you had once experienced a battle against yourself. But you never permitted reason to rule over your heart. I’m sorry but that’s the way I look at the scenario. I had my intuitions and you had yours. And you did it your own way. The sincerity in your heart is obvious. Distance couldn’t hinder your way. That man is your knight in shining armour from a distance. A phantom of fate? Your love is insurmountable. I’m now starting to believe Love indeed conquers all. It conquers distance. It conquers race. It conquers religion. And it even conquers you. By then on, faith, hope and true love are your guiding words—that’s how I look at things. Test of distance was your greatest challenge. Still you did not surrender. You surpassed trials, arguments and more importantly test of time. I know that because from a distance I am an observer, even your critic. I know I have to get indulged, I feel responsible. It’s a lie to tell if I say I’m not one of those who questioned your fate. I’m a friend remember so I will bother reacting. But love isn’t perfect my dear friend. Forgive me, but a woman like you is stubborn enough to stupidly look at things without any reason. You’ve been fooled once, twice….how many more to come? Don’t be one-sided coz even a coin is two-sided. Don’t look at your weakness alone, look into his at the same time. The pains and emotional anguish are too much to bear. And now, it’s been five years. The only moment of five years. I beg you, wake up from a dream. The promise of love is not a never-ending story. Put that disappointment into its own grave and keep awaken. True love may not be searched by you, let it find you. It’s not all sacrifices and lies. True love is true happiness. Last night of conversation triggered something in me. That is -- to cast away the spell of fantasy I once injected in you. It sounds so comical my friend but I hope you practice it with a little magic so the spell won’t haunt you. Perhaps this is our own language now. Understanding may only be within the two of us but they wont mind at all. So now, can I call you Miss X? And right here can I declare you the most fooled person of this time? That’s for Ripley’s record alone. Thanks for that! ***** Miss X, if you feel like being LoveStrucked, just continue to dream, believe and survive! The quest isn’t finished yet rather it is about to start. I am just a step away, if you feel like laughing. I can be free for you. ***** Posted at 12:35 pm by harbinger
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